Gossping with myself

All of them are growing up day by day but I know I am still the same person in the same postion. I know in what years my mind belongs to.sometimes I want to be matured like others but most of the matured man does ever see the world in a very easy way.I don't think so. Maturity is indeed but too much maturity abolished the colour of your smile.The another day when I get down from the rickshaw and gave him a small piece of sugarcane . In that day I had been seen a true smile and I also seen how could be grateful a person having get a small gift.His smile was sparking with the happiness and it's spread over the ear. True smile makes the world more beautiful and a false smile makes the world more artificial I think a false smile can easily make your heart gloomy. The more you facked smile the more your heart will be hard. if you really want to see the power of smile go to the poor people, talk gently with them.Being talking with them you will be able to find what's the power of smile.no more today,my routine of daily life is scattered mode.I could not but help myself but I really want to do that.It's the night of gossiping someone special to take the warm touches of hand but I am now on duty to guard the world.Night and time both have a special sense of smell.Not sure that you guys could get that smell or not,but I do. and one thing I ever feel life is too short when I enjoy the nature.I think my counted time has been decreasing and I couldn't hold it back again.I don't perform any good for the world and for myself, so isn't it a great wastage created me as a human being?
I am not good at writing in English.It's a long time I don't expressed my feelings with English.I always like to read and write with Bengali language.I am strongly affectionate to Bengali language and it's my love :).you have to go now Rubayday Gulsan.Be smile